I do not understand...

Some things in life, I just do not understand.... Like, why did I have to lose my baby in April? If I hadn't of lost that baby, I would be getting ready for labor this week, or probably would already have had my baby.

I do not understand why it's 8:45pm and my husband is just now getting home....

I do not understand why I am the last person to find certain things out.... it really gets on my nerves....

I do not understand why grown women talk shit behind your back and they act like your best friend to your face... I do not think I will ever understand that.... (And I bet you those few certain people will be the ones asking to see and hold my baby in 6 months.... haha... think again!!!)

I do not understand why my house will not clean itself..... or my laundry... OMG why is it piling up????

I do not understand how my baby that is inside me is 2 inches big now and can move and I do not feel anything....

I do not understand why pregnant women have to work during pregnancy... it's just torture!!!

I do not understand why my life is so interesting to other people... like, really??? Leave me and my husband ALONE!!!


I do not understand why a few certain people do not think we can survive on one salary? And why do people think I am so stupid??? I bought a HOUSE in MY name ONLY when I was 22 years old. I graduated from a university 2 years ago with a 4 year degree. I bought a brand new car, all by myself... I'd say I'm a big girl now! I am an adult! So, get over it!!! I have so much more in my life than so many other people will ever have their entire life!!!

And that's my vent for the day :-)