Today is the day I have been dreading.... 53 days until Justin comes home!!!

Well, I woke up at 2am and started crying. And I haven't really stopped crying since then. I'm just so scared I'm going to go into labor while he is gone. Obviously, I'm scared that Corbin will be too early and he won't be healthy, but I really want Justin to be here for the birth. I don't know if we will have any more kids. I hope we do, but it just all depends on how things go. My head is pounding from crying so much. And I haven't eaten anything since last night.
I hated the drive to Richlands today. As soon as we got out of our drive-way, the tears started flowing. When we got there, he checked in and then we just sat there staring at each other. I waited until he went through security before I finally walked away. That was the hardest walk ever. I hated walking away. I felt like part of my heart was being ripped out of my chest. The drive home was hard too. I could barely see anything from all the tears. Only by God's grace did I make it home safely! Right when I got home I called him on FaceTime. I just had to see his face one more time before his flight took off. Thank God for technology! It made me smile to know I will be able to at least see his face everyday until he gets back.
When he landed in Atlanta, he called me as he got to his next gate. It was already time for him to board the next flight so it was a short call. I've been tracking his flight on delta.com for a while now. Right now he's right over the middle of Texas. He's got 2 hours and 30 minutes left before he lands. Man I can't wait for that text and call!
I'm flying out tonight at 8:40 to go to Florida. I'm so excited to see my sis and her kids. I think it will at least help me take my mind off of everything that's going on.

Well, like I said in the title, Justin will be home in 53 days! Let's hope Corbin will still be baking!!!