It's been a difficult week. I've been very depressed and all I want to do is sleep and go home. And obviously I can't do either. However, me and Corbin are flying home on Sunday and I'm very excited to see all my family and friends.
Justin is still working very late hours and it's really getting to me. I really need him home by at least 7, earlier would be great, but he never gets home before 10. It makes for a very long day for me since Corbin gets fussy around 6 and won't stop crying.
I cried all day yesterday. I've cried so much I've got a headache that won't go away.
Our 2 year anniversary was Monday. Justin said he would come home early, but he didn't get home until 10pm. We went to the Melting Pot on Saturday night and Corbin screamed the whole time so I sat outside with him while Justin ate.
On a happier note, Corbin is usually only happy at 6am. That's when I get to see his smiles. I love his smiles. Just wish Justin could see them. But he's never here.
I hate this. I hate living here. I want to move back to my house so bad. I love my husband and I can't imagine my life without him, but I also can't stand being so depressed. I can't even enjoy Corbin because I'm so sad. Just don't know what to do. I feel so stuck here.
I just want to be happy again.
At your 2 month appointment on July 16, you weighed 8 lbs 10.5 oz and you were 21.5 inches. You are getting so big!! Mommy loves you !!
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