Being impatient...

So.... I started testing last Thursday and I've tested everyday since... All negative... I'm supposed to be starting my period tomorrow or shortly after. I just really hope it doesn't come and I get a positive test soon. I had a breakdown today and just cried in Justin's arms. I really don't know why I started crying, other than I'm frustrated. I don't know how many months I will be able to do this. I was really hoping the Clomid would work the first month, and it still might. I'm not giving up yet. I'm going to keep testing until I get a positive, or until my period starts. I had a lot of cramping last week, but not so much lately. I'm kind of hoping my boobs will start hurting, or I would feel nauseous, or I start cramping... ANYTHING!! If it means I'm expecting, then I will deal with the pain.
We went to Baron & the Beef last night for my grandma's birthday. I made Justin go pay alone so I wouldn't have to see a certain someone... It pisses me off knowing she's pregnant. I just don't understand why it's not happening for me!!! UGhhh...
I'm 13 DPO, so a test should work now, and nothing... I am constantly having dreams about seeing two lines, but that's all they are... just dreams...Maybe one day it will be a reality.

Anyway.. enough negative...


I got my classroom pet yesterday. I wasn't planning on actually liking it, but I love him!!! LOL
He is so cute. I'm not sure I will be able to leave him at school every weekend like I had originally planned to do. I might have to bring him home :) Hope Justin is ok with that !
I really hope my students will be easy with him. He is only a few months old. I'm just really scared that someone at school is going to hurt him or open his cage.
Here is a pic of the little snowflake :)