Thursday, September 8, 2011

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Wow, what a shitty week! Finally got some good news this afternoon though.
Let me recap this week.... Monday- Labor Day- No school- So that was a great day!! lol We also went and met with our wedding photographer and got our pics and CD.
Tuesday- Went to school and had a student scream and kick and try to run away... ALL DAY...then, it was announced that we have school this Saturday... FML!!!! I am so pissed!
Wednesday- Same as Tuesday... except it ended with a two hour meeting after school
Thursday- Same as Wednesday....
Justin also told me today that he has to stay at Stone Bay for 3 more weeks. Which means he can't get his orders to Florida for another month :(
I'm so ready to be down there. I am going to miss him like crazy when he is gone, but it will all be worth it in the end!
I have been so stressed... It's simply ridiculous. I just want to cry everyday... In fact, today I did. I broke down during my break today at work.
FINALLY... SOME GOOD NEWS.....
I went to the doctor this afternoon because today is cycle day 14... And.... I have 3 large follicles on the right side. They were 20 mm, 20mm, and 21 mm. So that is awesome. Last month, I had 4 follicles on the left side ranging from 17-20 mm, but it just didn't work... I REALLY hope I get pregnant this month. I'm so tired of stressing out about getting pregnant. I'm ready to just relax and enjoy being pregnant, but I have to get there first! lol
I'm keeping my fingers crossed!!!

3 comments:

  1. stop stressing! try and put up a bubble and let everything bounce off it the more you stress the less likely it is to take. its a viscious unfair cycle but try to keep as mentally calm and relaxed as possible. it'll happen for you exactly when its meant to :)

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  2. I will try. It is so much easier said than done! You are always so positive! I don't know how you do it!!!

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  3. skills learned very young for survival unfortunately. you just have to force the stress and negative thoughts out of your head when they pop in. don't let it in. i know it's harder done than said but you can do it. i literally say in my head to myself no stop it. shake my head and only allow good ones in.

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