Life in CT

Lots going on!
First, Corbin and I moved to CT last Friday, June 15 . So far, I've cried every day since I've been here. Justin doesn't get home until 10 or 11 every night then he leaves early the next day. This sucks. I hate it. But of course I would never admit that to anyone. I don't feel like hearing, "I told you so." We decided for Justin to be a recruiter so he wouldn't have to deploy. While I'm happy he's not deploying, I'm sad because I never see him and I'm stuck here by myself and I don't know anyone. I'm pretty depressed, and I hate it.
My family came up here last week and it seemed like everyone was pissed all week. There was so much tension and arguing. I couldn't even enjoy it. What a way to start my new life up here, huh?
Anyway, everyone left today except my mama.
I took Corbin to a pediatrician on Tuesday. They were all very nice there. They said Corbin is doing great, but the doctor wanted him to follow up with a heart doctor up here. When I took Corbin to his one month appointment on June 14, Dr. Coker said his heart rate was 200 BPM at rest. She sent us over to have an EKG. It was normal. I took him to a cardiologist up here yesterday and the EKG was normal and the ultrasound of his heart was also normal. He has to wear a heart monitor for 24 hours then we will get the results on Monday. His doctor up here is pretty certain that he is fine though. He did have a small hole in the top of his heart, but they said it should close by the time he's one.

Justin was supposed to be off by 12 today. It's now 2 pm and he's still at work with no end in sight. I feel like it's pointless for me to be living up here. I never get to see him. I just sit here at the apartment with Corbin all day.

Ugh. I'm so tired of crying.
When will this being alone thing get better??? I have no friends now.